Hello again to all my make believe readers. It's been a good two month since I've blogged so I figured I'd come here and use this barren wasteland of binary and dead space as a place to write down some of the stuff that's bothering me before I have a mental breakdown of some sort.
So! It's 2012! We're two days in and today I got out of bed for one hour before giving up and going back.What a start to the year.
I had a good day at the match yesterday, due to possibly still being drunk/covered in pen and seeing us beat Man City (like I predicted I might add)
Still though, with the exception of the game it hasn't been the best of starts. I don't buy into the whole using new year for new starts thing, I think you can do that at any time of the year if you want to. It's just an excuse, I think.
It's about new starts that I have some problems with at the minute. Did my best to give two friendships which were nosediving fast a fighting chance. I don't think I've put myself out there any more at any time than I have done in the last month. Neither of them appear to be bothering.
Well, I say that. I know one isn't. The other is, I think, well, I want to think.
So, I'm not bothering either now I've given so much of myself to other people over the last few weeks that I've kept nothing for myself. I'm drained. I'm drained emotionally, physically and financially.
I know this was a short one, and not funny, but needed to be put down. I'm taking a break. From everything. Twitter, SMB, FB, here...
And here's to the Mayan's being right.
Tra.
